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About Me Member Metalworker Dr. Harleen Quinzel19/Canada Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Journal No. 6: New Living Arrangement

Thu Jul 2, 2009, 4:40 AM
I have jumped off the cliff into the deep.

I told her I could swim.

But, honestly.

I can't.


Free Willy will save me.
---------------------------------------------// On my way down.
He always does.

Always.

.Hopefully.
--------------------------------------------// Not today.


I drown...

With regret & hate.

This summer's fashion came out minutes too late.

My life is doomed.

I foresaw it ...

In my brand-new room.


^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^


I'm terrified of the future.

"In one second from now -> you will enter the future."

I won't survive.

The jokes aren't funny anymore.

I'm no laughing.


I want to hideout at the lighthouse.

It's better than the lifehouse.

We'll be safe.

Just don't turn the lights out.


^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^


In a nutshell, My family and I are moving -- just across town.

It 'is' exciting. But I don't think I'm ready for responsibly ... this sudden change. Everything...all of a sudden...just became hard. Being serious is difficult. Being mature is traumatizing. Being myself ... is ... well ... that just is.

I need a good kick in the pants. A hobby or five. Motivation to get an education. To get another job. I don't know.

Please!

Someone be the ice-chilled water that gets thrown on my face.

The stranger on the platform that can help locate the boxcar of my next train.

Home Sweet Happiness.

I don't want to be in Depressive Ville anymore.

More, not.


^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^~^


Being inside is like being left out in the icy-cold air.

Body and mind!

Hello?

This isn't fair!

I don't want to be glued in this chair.

I want to suck in the warm summer-ish air.

Alas.

I can't take a risk.

I do not dare.



J e s s i . < / 3

  • Listening to: *insert folk singer*
  • Reading: *insert book title*
  • Watching: *insert morning news show*
  • Playing: *insert ds game*
  • Eating: *insert something yum-yum*
  • Drinking: *insert something soothing*

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: A two-way street in New Brunswick.
  • Interests: ART: Books, J's Guitar, Ladies, Music, Words.
  • Favourite movie: Burton movies ; films starring Depp ; Waking Life & Watchmen.
  • Favourite band or musician: Behemoth . Dimmu Borgir . Insomnium . Charon . Stratovarius . Ani DiFranco . Sarah Harmer . etc.:
  • Favourite genre of music: She just likes to jump up and down the fret board.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Rice.Gaiman.Koontz.Moore.
  • Favourite game: Brain Age 2 ; Tetris ; Mario
  • Favourite cartoon character: Harley Quinn ; Sailor Neptune ; Sailor Uranus
  • Personal Quote: "Jess can bend ... but she can never break."
  • Tools of the Trade: Canon

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