I have jumped off the cliff into the deep.

I told her I could swim.

But, honestly.

I can't.


Free Willy will save me.
_{---------------------------------------------//} On my way down.
He always does.

Always.

.Hopefully.
_{--------------------------------------------//} Not today.


I drown...

With regret & hate.

This summer's fashion came out minutes too late.

My life is doomed.

I foresaw it ...

In my brand-new room.


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I'm terrified of the future.

"In one second from now -> you will enter the future."

I won't survive.

The jokes aren't funny anymore.

I'm no laughing.


I want to hideout at the lighthouse.

It's better than the lifehouse.

We'll be safe.

Just don't turn the lights out.


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In a nutshell, My family and I are moving -- just across town.

It 'is' exciting. But I don't think I'm ready for responsibly ... this sudden change. Everything...all of a sudden...just became hard. Being serious is difficult. Being mature is traumatizing. Being myself ... is ... well ... that just is.

I need a good kick in the pants. A hobby or five. Motivation to get an education. To get another job. I don't know.

Please!

Someone be the ice-chilled water that gets thrown on my face.

The stranger on the platform that can help locate the boxcar of my next train.

Home Sweet Happiness.

I don't want to be in Depressive Ville anymore.

More, not.


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Being inside is like being left out in the icy-cold air.

Body and mind!

Hello?

This isn't fair!

I don't want to be glued in this chair.

I want to suck in the warm summer-ish air.

Alas.

I can't take a risk.

I do not dare.



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